Welcome to MY Screaming of Revelations

2007-05-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

Song from one of my favourite cartoon Franny's feet =D.

One step at a time.
Who can suppose what together we'll find.
With every pair of shoes,
that we try.
We'll have a new adventure,
you and I....
Where will my feet take me today?
Nobody knows for sure.
Well! come for a walk,
I'll lead the way,
to places never seen,
before....

And so 3 weeks has passed since i moved to metro.......so sad...............slowly we'll get used to it...but the emotional scar will stay for some time.....ill miss my big sisters there who played with me and taught me stuff but they too arnt working there anymore.... i guess this has somewhat, in a way or another, helped me accept the fact that im stuck at metro... so best of luck to er jie for her exams and da jie for her attachment job......you two have been added into my list of unforgettable people congrats ^^ in fact ill make sure i remember by pestering you two till i know i wont forget heehee

2007-01-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

ok, so wads the point of project superstar? To choose the best singer or to get the most popular guy? wats the purpose of such a silly show ?? People vote and vote so you may get 10 votes a person and you win but so what? Your supporters are but a few. Such people are so selfish...they win and snuff out the future of others that have far greater potential. Dun tell me their supporters will go buy 10 albums per person in the future to support their idol i mean comon who is tht rich =.=...and i seriously doubt the judges ability.... they are but 5 ppl and absolutely cant represent the general public.... All this is but a way to earn money look at tht silly card album they came up with not to mention the voting system.... And i bet u they will all just "disappear" in 3 - 5 years time.....sad....

2006-09-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

Looking at tv nowadys and seeing those kids in one minute of fame....i truly wonder... Are paedophiles stemming from people who watch too much of these kiddos dancing like some jolin that havent grown up yet....really i wonder what of impact it will have on both the people dancing and the people watching... The things people do for money....really.... quite saddening..

2006-07-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

ok so the holidays are over...oh did i mention holidays? so sian.... no holidays ar........zzzzzzz.z......all occupied by Ps... ITP and FYP..............I WANT TO DIEEEEE........

A few nights ago i had a very wierd dream..... i got shot in the middle of my forehead....so when i woke up, i could actually feel my head get pushed back forcefully into the pillow...... so.... it wasnt painful so i guess if u really got shot one day, it won hurt at all haha but thats just a guess...nevetheless i suppose i should be careful not to get caught in a bank robbery lol

(during the period of these two paragraphs, bout a few months has passed.........)

And so if u look at this i havent been blogging for so long the semester is over and so is the one month holiday that follows.......heehee so they say time flies....looking at my previous posts...i think i dun even remember typing all that....haiz....senile liao.. Miraculously for this sem i actually passed immuno HWAHWA and tht subject nearly made me lose all my precious sleep thinking of how stupid i am... ah well next time ill just stick to my theory on not thinking too much ^_^ and so FYP benchwork is over and i think ill miss our dear research assisstant a lot cuz she so nice and helpful and friendly and and and etc etc haha...i think FYP will be damn boring and quiet without her dun u think? Maybe we should start thinking of wat to buy liao.... hmm tht'll be difficult....

2006-05-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

HWA HWA HWA so fast 29 May liao zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and the days go whizzing by in a blur.....

X men 3 wasnt really alll that stunning with all the who is and what nots.... cyclops appeared for only 10 minutes in the show and mystique barely 15 minutes... WTH and now every1 is dead? OMG i don;t know what they are thinking but truely... I barely feel that its appropriate to call this movie the last one of the bunch... hopefully its not but it'll be a real regret if such a great show ended just like this......

Come back to my boring life..... nothing much really happens these days...just go school play play do homework thats all..... and yet theres still a mountain more to go ehheheheh... i think such a life can make one an idiot sooner or later... nobody deserves that fate so i shall spare you the excruciating details and bear the suffering upon myself...ahahahahah im such a great person :P

And so here i am dong my homework = to sian sian arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i WANT TO SLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!zzzzzzzzzzzz...1 more week to the 3 week break and the FYP begins hohohoho

I cannot remember what i wan to say ready heheh too tired :P byeeeeeeeeeee

FYI: Mr Brown's persistently non political podcast about richard gere and the birds never cease to make me laugh heheh...

2006-05-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

Ah well so the polls are over and there we have 66% winners who feel that its a very good acheivement.... if our school results are 66% = happiness how nice.... haiz.....and so they were saying about voting for them cuz they could make bread affordable and stuff.....and i thought....GST increasing soon again lei... standards of living also increasing lei.... more people also getting poorer have to drink porridge for breakfast and whats about the bread is affordable?? progress package is only so much.... but its always better than nothing....so i stress on being content with whatever we have, i guess 66% on the whole is fine.... though on a negative side, its only 16% to 50% and 17% to 49%..... see the danger?

FYP is on the transgenic plant.... you know the plant becoming flourescent when it needs water??? yea.... im sure you saw it on the papers with the big hoohah and stuff... so i saw MMM ur biochem lecturer who told us tht the previous batch did very well almost 3 distinctions if im not wrong......and we would have to do better....STRESS.....then Dr liew told us tht after the oral defense.... if it was good... then have to present to director....STRESS..... and if it were still good then have to present to the directors of every school....STRESS....and if its still good, then go for training and present to the public...SUPER STRESS.... and why did i get myself into this shit? cuz ....cuz.....its a student research project.... hiax........ why ......and so that means super much hard work to come in exactly 4 months time........

So yea life is still pretty normal now with lots of reports coming every week + quizzes + FYP research + FYP literature review....zzzz.......weekends no life sit at home do homework, watch tv which are all repeats.... sleep, sleep and sleep thats about the 1001 reasons to be sian......

Saw me grandad who had colon cancer and the sadist doc took the colon and made it protrue from the tummy ......sooooo disgusting...but alls well...and fine..

And thus life still goes on and amazingly..... 4 weeks passed ready.....soooo fast....zzzzzzzz byeeee i go do agrotech datasheet ready..........fieldtrip nxt week i think....or isit tomorrow.....

INFO4U: If you pour coke on pork tapeworms might climb out.... if the source of the pork is errr...you know.. makes you wonder why some people can eat fatty pork and never get fat does it? haha

2006-04-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

okie so here we are as time passes by so freaking quickly im in year 3 already.......so faaaast...OITP is over and im very sad to say that i didnt learn a lot of things there and yet here we are with a presentation on our hands on what we learned....with a signed form of secrecy.....now we cant say much and we cant say little and the problem here is that with what litltle we have to say...it just must cause us to be sued....of course i wont say it here...thats paramount to suicide.....i may be senile but im not stupid...

just finished my agrotech datasheet...freaking difficult to find data... and yea last sem was the worst sem of my life....not even a B...freaking sadness..... Ah well heres my new sem resolution.....I ....I want to aim higher.... but that means ill have to staudy harder....haizzz..... nevermind... OH I QUIT MY JOb..... such a sad thing.....sad sad thing.... to think i was so worried of being fired and stuff....and now ive quit my job...see? as i said before... just dun think too much... life has its way of playing around with you... but that leaves my time to study and do my stuff no? k lor has its pros and cons but obviously the pros are more than cons... REALLY MORE.....haha so there you have it.

ANd regarding the superband show.... i watched it for the first time today and i feel that youngsters today are either really daring or they got no sense of same.....with that kind of croaking.... do they really think they can make it big in the industry?? the only few that were up to standards by far, form what i can tell is only 3 groups..... i hate to imagine what the kicked out groups sounded like....eeeeeewwwwww.....and as ive said, im such a good show watcher practically all the dramas that mediacorp got from overseas i already watched so so so sianzzzzz....... its like switch on the tv and you go : " WTH.....i watched it like 5 times already" and then you go aheaad and proceed to talk in the same pace and manner aas the lead...boooring..can they like get the very good and exotic ones...but that can only mean that im wasting my money...or not.... at least i know the plot better than anybody..haha i can watch it whenever i want to so beat that :P

oh yea dear OT where ever you are, be it in the dustbin or whether you have ben cremated....I am glad to tell you that yur sibling is now like you 3 years ago except the ear smells like oyster sauce?....and i hope he will become your clone in 3 years time....R.I.P....I miss you tooo =) hope you will wait for me underneath haha then we can have fun......sobx.... Anyways, movies nowadays are really not up to standard.... speak of quality control...i think a committeee should be set up to censor every sucky film in singapore and let us watch only the good ones and i nominate myself as the head of the committee lol.... in fact i beleive i would rather watch a good show twice than to watch 2 sucky shows and im sure lots of you will agree....if you don't thats your problem, go whine somewhere else and watch your shit moviesin fact i'd rather watch lord of the rings 3 times.... and so i have to prove my point so yea nominate me lol

And so it gets freaking long as i go more and more longwinded but thats the result of lack of entries for the past few months so there you have it .....bye... leave a comment if you want me to write on anything and ill share my views with you here :P

Question: if you put a 60 year old brain into a 19 year old body, would the body age like sai till its 60? assuming no rejection of the brain is happening and that the brain can be transferred without any damge to the body or brain.

2006-03-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

I feel terrible and it makes me so uncomfortable.....to know things i should never have seen and never have heard and yet seen and heard it, to keep it to myself and not be able to tell it to anyone makes it worse for me to bear for i feel that there is no one i can tell here....

To be amidst a bunch of **missing word(close friends can ask me ) is truly terrible..... it is only when you spend long periods with people that you can truly see things...not to say that they are all bad, but you know, you just kinda notice.... and of course to see a friend treated tht way truly makes me very....uncomfortable... whether or not he deserved it i shall not question but isit truly right to start a propaganda against him and make everyone behave like that...? do you all really feel good treating a person like that..? as a neutral i can personally say that it kinda makes me feel sick........ and theres nothing i can do about it.. the limits of humans.....

I never knew these people to be this way and yet, my experience tells me otherwise... treachery...ah well, KY should understand this the most i guess no?

2006-03-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

Why isit that people always regret the decisions they make? Always say they want a second time? Always not appreciative of their belongings? Even after thinking and considering and thinking and thinking, in the end, they amke a decision and stil regret it why? Because life has so many opportunities to change and twist in ways so marvellous our human mind can never ever begin to comprehend the complexity of our own ways.

That is why i always do things without thinking too much, because however much you do, their is walways a chance that things will never turn our the way you expected it to. But what if it does you ask? Think of a scenario, and start thinking of the possibilities, using your mediocre knowledge on mathematics, you should have calculated that its like triking 4D, only 1 out of a million. How then do you think isit posible for think that you are always right?

Make the best out of what you are doing. What the hell are you doing thinking of other distracting things when you are given an opportunity to do things overseas? I cannot begin to fathom whats going on in all your heads but i can say 1 thing, and thts tht i have never regretted this decision and i never will, even if it turns sour.

2006-03-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

zzz...........here i am in Shanghai on my OITP and i am attached to SIMM...........64mb ram?dun blame them though cuz each and every equipment here requires at least 0.5 k.............us dollar... so nm lor.... the supercomputer is cool though. It has uninterrruped power supply and that means its on forever and will never crash whahhahha

sianzzz sitting here doing nothing........looking at stuff of science though i dun understand a single thingy... sadness........ ah well....nothing more to say? ah heck lazy to type liao bb

2006-02-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

Ah...the table is so messy.... piles of biostats note.... :P wonder how much ink i used lol ahh... after so much rest, ahhh here we aer on march 20 already....i never got to finish this post....sadness but then again... busy busy busy... hope i can pass my exams....... though i truly got a bad feeling.....ah well..

2006-02-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

I have a thinking, me thinks that fat people are actually smarter than thin people. Why? cuz seldom are athletic people very smart and seldom are smart people very athlethic. In addition, Athletic people are not fat and thus it is in my conclusion to state so. Further more, since brains are made of lipids which makes it so tasty, is it ok to say that fatter people have more lipids = more possibility of brain matter?

What about the stupid and fat people? that in my thinking is more of them not using their brains rather than them being brainless. Also, they may just be plain lazy to think...which gives the chinese saying that lazy people have more shit and urine and in order to have more shit and urine one must eat a lot and thus they should be fat. This applies to minorities so read at your sole discretion haha

Gems suck and Please warn your friends never to join book- making cuz its so sucky i wanna strangle the guy.... who in the right mind would go back to school on a week 16 for gems? and imgine it being compulsory cuz its a graded presentation.... Sucky to the core man..And its so freaking time intensive and i'm so tired...

I not stupid 2 is actually a normal movie wiith just a normal plot, BUT the main reason why many people feel that it is nice is because it has successfully dug the words out of many poeple's hearts and that makes it a movie that relates to the audience. Such shows are rare and that is why we feel that it is good. However, should they fail to do so, i would say that there would'nt be so many good ratings.

Thus so ends what i have to say and im sure its just pure rubbish and just for leisure haha

Quote: Eveything is okay in the end. If its not okay, its not the end.

2006-02-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing much has happened these days an life is pretty boring..only big events coming soon is the OITP and the Semestral examinations.....Sianz.......

Ah well i pretty much realised that im kinda psychic...perhaps...or psycho... who knows.... but really... how often do you dream of the future happenings...imagine that...i actually "saw" the Schering and plough changing room like 2 months before it happened and the guy said exactly the same thing...." this side is cleaner and the other side not so clean".... so it was like..WTH i heard that before... not to mention the other previous happenings...Pity i cant see whatever i want.... imagine that...ooooo i can see all the exam questions...cool aint it haha

New year was pretty much miserable with a collection of 50...sian... at least the company gives 31 for a day....kinda makes me wonder where all my past year company ang baos went to.... Bloody hell thats a total of 62 bucks...anyways i havent touched my parent's ones yet...Scoot need to work on my punctuation...damn...so mayhaps i hope it be 40% more :P fat dreams but a good one nonetheless lol

Well you know what? Money aint that important... Whats important is that it was pretty fun with some mahjong and dai dee... haha i keep getting 5 cards and they have to pay me double my bet lol and mah jong was plain funny...but hope i can master it soon......Will continue watching the vcd :P and poor daryl...why your room so small.....

Been pretty busy lately...either with games or homework i do not recall.... really...i cannot remember something that happened 10 minutes ago..serious case... guess i need an appointment with a psychiatrist.. thrers one at bedok the eastern clinic or whatever...Anyone going there? Can accompany me.....gee....I wonder if its expensive....Nevermind..

So thats about all for the period of missing entries....SAD eh.... yea pretty much a boring life.... kinda gets me thinking why theres so many senile people nowadays see? NITE....

One more thing...when you look at the sky what do you see??? i see a piece of blue with specks of luminous greenish black thin thin strips flying around....it may be long also but normaly 1 cm to 4cm....and theres lots of it....LOTS... any1 can shed some light??? cuz i asked ppl be4 and they say they cannot see...so im gussing the problem is with me...

Quote: The simpler the object the more complicated its combination can be, the more complicated an object, the simpler its combination will be you dun see the binary code as 1234567890 do you..? its just 1010101001011010 and you can write programs with just that? go figure...

2006-01-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

So on the road today we heard a few discussions and thus so interviwed them.....and it goes like this....

Speedy Biker: " I hate bikers that buy a bike and cycle so slow that a toddler can walk faster than him..... i mean WTH is that???!!! Is a bike not supposed to be a tool to help you travel faster?? Why on earth would anyone want to use a bike if walking can be faster?? Not that the freaking bike looks very cool or anything...i just can't figure it out.... Any explanations??? To feel the wind in your face and look at the blurring of your surroundings is the ULTIMATE experience and those dumb people are just missing out on all the fun!! Singapore has no beautiful views of mountains...so why bother cycling so slowly....Wish i knew hwat they were thinking.."

Bikers: " We hope that someday, somebody would be smart enough to build hover bikes so that there will be no splashes on rainy days.... Comon man.... to speed and get mud all over is so unfair and unclean....removes all the joy in that...No fun at all man... going to a shopping mall all muddy is definitely not my idea of cool..."

Yup and also whats with the school children superstars man.... the Show is ruining the futures of the KIDS!!!!! wasting time in such competitions when they got school and this to juggle with...can they handle it? Not like all of them are gonna get chosen, if thats the case then i got no objections, but to kick them all out but one will waste not only time but influence their studies....not very ideal.. but its the holidays??? nope..They are live and school started already...so .. I shall say no more less some supporters come and kill me... bye..

Quote: Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. Think not of the past for the future is where you must go. Reflection is necessary but brooding is not, learn from mistakes and live well. For with every mistake done, no more of it shall happen and your life will only get better and better.

2006-01-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

Ah yes... So there we were yesterday planning to go a drinkin when we decided that it was too early to go home...So happily we made our plans and decided to call KY along when we realized that he already went to the army....Sigh... But nevertheless, it was the first time we got a wee bit dizzy from a bottle only.. dunno why....Maybe cuz of the weather or we were too full or whatever but it was FUN!! wanna get dizzy high ?? Drink Carlsberg in big gulps and I bet you'll fall off the bike LOL..

And if you didn't see the free gift by Tiger, go see it...Better than the coins they have been giving for the past few years la....More "original" LOL and Jian wants the "gift" so.... We need to buy two big packs....Anyone interested??? Can share costs with us and go drink it all up together MUAHAHAHA Chinese New Year Coming so must drink more so that You can outdrink all your relatives YEAH!!

And so with all the assignments finished and a break from tests for two weeks, I am now slowing down to a more relaxed drive....No more hyper....But that's good and I hope it lasts...
Right now...OITP coming ready...And..I am having second thoughts? cuz I may have to quit me job... MAY is the key word.... So i don't really feel good about that.... But then again they always bull shit so I dunno... Apparently, if the card is not touched for more than 1 month, is auto resignation but WTH I am part time? Am I not supposed to have freedom over when I can work and when I cannot.... Its not like I not coming back...whats the big deal....I bet they gonna gomme the Sucky pay rates to cut costs BLEh if they make me quit and do exactly that, ill have to reconsider if I even want to go back again.... cuz $$4 ++ for week ends is like shit! So I may have to go do some discussion with #1....Yea I'll do just that...NITE !

Quote: The man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been.

2006-01-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

ME! I feel GOOD!! Yours truly has done the impossible of the impossible!! Completed THE FREAKIN Pile of assignments and Done extra at that HAHA take that school! I shall strike with vengeance!! lol too much DoTa liao..

So busy was i doing me assignments for the past few days me had to stay up till 1 am everyday to finish until i came upon CHEMISTRY OSRM!! HEAVENS!! i was stuck and i did'nt know what to do.... dejected and super panicky, i went for a few games of DOTA then did a last resort and ask YX AND KY for help!! Lo and behold... after 2 days.... on the final sunday before school reopened.. i sat down resigned to my fate that i was to do this on my own when KY appeared and stayed to help me With me REPORT ( there are specifics as to why he showed up that i shall not mention :P )!! Till 12 30 am on monday.... so touching right??? before he go NS summore.... sobx nevermind you will come out in two weeks to have a short break haha... and at 8 plus YX asked his friends to send me report also!!! total of 3!! I SEE SALVATION!!! (so touching also right?? waste 3 sms to ask people to send me...) Wahahha while the other assignments were already completed i soon finished my remaining ones on Monday new year day... Call me no ife or whatever i don't care!!! MUUAHAHHAHA and here i have to remember this and thank KY and YX and his friends!! YAy!!! 3 cheers!!

BOO to the people that didnt help i dunno who...and thus ends this entry... silly? maybe.. but life has grown duller since school started.... sigh.. what boredom.. and i forgot what i wanted to say.... nevermind... i shal write it down when i remember... Chow!

And to me friends going to NS, We will miss you so... but two years is but a blink of an eye and we hope for your speedy return lolz =) and i will miss you and miss you and miss you and errrrgh better dun puke haha

QUOTE: The optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious to the rose. Sometimes, it would be best to look at just the roses. While looking at roses are good, thorns are there for a purpose to warn us, and thus so, always look at things with a full picture and that, will help you come to the right decision always..

2005-12-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

Today is the day i FLYYYY!!!! WHEEEEE!!!!! I Wont board a hijacked plane and i wont get killed!! BYEE!!

2005-12-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: This post is not directed at anything whatsoever and is just a thought about a horrible system that was established without any cosiderations whatsoever of the capabilities of the available facilities, WARNING, DO NOT read too deeply into this.

I want to complain! Complain about this silly decision to start an e-learning week and i mean WTH were they thinking? If you want to do something at least do it properly la .... you know fully well how many students you have and how well your server can cope then dunt even give an excuse like " oh we are so sorry, you do so much quizzes so memory intensive our server cannot tahan" Like you didnt know that would happen.. And im sure you do, then for the goodness of mike go and set timetables for access for certain groups of people!? I Dun think sorry can even start to compensate us for the waste of our time. If you gave us a fully functioning server i wouldnt have anything to say BUT you gave us a lau ya server say sorry and expect us to do loads of homework with such inferior service? What happened to our money? the thousands that we pay? Where did it go to? Issit like the NKF liddat all give to the CEOs to spend? Wan to apologise then at the very least say: we are sorry, but we will install more memory into our beloved server so that you can all do your e learning enjoyably.. Thats more like it. Apologise ready but no sincerity to correct the situation is like AIR to me. Useless and i dun take sweettalks. And to think you all have a business school? Where did all the business ethics go to? Even customers have a right to complain and demand a refund for inferior shit but are we gettin that? I think it is about time the school lets us know where our money is going to.. And i definitely don't believe that if they got the money to build a new block they don't have the money to upgrade their server!! So People of my now much hated school let us stand together and start complaining about this disgusting event and hope that they will SCRAP THIS LOUSY IDEA. So thats all i wanna say and i think you would all agree with me. The End.

By the way whats with the "this will be the case for the next few days" and "we hope you can attempt quizzes preferably at night or in the evening?" What the hell do they think we are? losers that look like we got nothing better to do than to just sit at home all day and read notes in the day and do quizzes at night? If that is the case you might as well open a night school? and make student slaves to study day and night? You are plainly assuming we got nothing better to do eh? Where did all your critical reasoning lessons go to? down the drain? Please la you have nothing to do but we aint got no time to sit all day and wait for that server or to load or access at night! night time was never meant for school if it didnt strike through anybody's thick fat skull? And more infuriating thing is that your test systems are bugful and Sucky and takes such a slow time to load.... SO DO please go and improve!

Quote: Some people just love to put on a big hat and say that they will grow into it, but more often than not, the hat will just cover their eyes blinding them till the hat has to be taken off when they hit a dead end and when it does, they start to regret their actions.... TOo chim? Go figure..

2005-12-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

So sian......after the food and fun fair..so shagged...WTH many stuff wan to complain but better not... since i didnt do much anyways haha....nevertheless it was quite a success indeeed and a whole lot better than last year haha..i think i heard that it exceeded the expected amount by 4k ooooooh... amazing... not to mantion...some SP really full of hidden talents wor...haha even the lecturers can sing so well. watta regret i didnt bring my digicam along....but that wont happen again.

What digicam i have you ask?....ehh....not very good la and not a SLR like some sick people wanna get... mine only costs like 649....compared to the 1960 of the SLR haha i wonder how long Mr J. E. will ever get top save up that amount..in anycase..my bank and savings are now sapped to the minimum and i feel so damn broke.. model is canon ixus 55 if you wanna go check... and yea its not the best but i only have that much cash to offer...so...heheh at least ill be getting pictures of my overseas trip finally and not leave empty handed without a freaking picture...

Actually..i got a lot to say.. but then again... i forgot what i wanted to say..so sianz.. poor memory.. sucs like sai.. in any case one of the things i want to say is that the recent appearance of racists got me thinking of my secondary school moral education and the primary school hao gong ming.. i think such subjects should be revised or taught by MOE people which i mean specialists instead of teachers...WHY? Think of civics and moral education and go look at your workbook...isit even filled? I think not and i can say that for at least 60 more people... and why? cuz theres no need to do it, cuz teachers dun check cuz you can pass without doing any of the exercises.... what does this imply...? Still to the one fact that our education system is still very grade oriented..but heeelllooo moral education is about morals and not grades..did that click anywhere into anybody's head? Getting an A for moral education is as easy as pie? look at what good and evil have to say?

Good: to pass moral education, all you have to do is choose whatever you think is the best.

Evil: nay, me says that in order to pass moral education all you have to do is choose whatever it is that you thnk is wrong.

See? just a few ticks cannot determine the level of your moral and i say that it is time to step up on improvements in such areas cuz there are loads of selfish and thoughtless people around.

And speaking of teachers.... i truly wonder how some our lecturers ever got their job in the first place..If we got an ISO cert for education how isit that some can still teach so badly...i think that that is because people are not doing audits well enough cuz its just sit one day and go... i feel that it should be sit one month and go instead...That would give a better idea of how well a teacher/lecturer can teach...

Ah well..i will not go on rattling less you find it tiresome ^0^ yawnzz off to bed i go...

Quote : Action without a dream is just passing time, a dream without action is just a wish. But a dream with action can change the world!

2005-12-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

Pheew... after a freakin 3 hours.... i manage to now present you with..... MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!! MUAHAHAHH.... i fell like a genius after just doing all that...imagine the real stuff.. whew...

What me gonna say today?...Know ppl who keep saying they are ugly and stuff? Ever noticed those that say they are stupid are smart and those that act smart are actually stupid? I know some who say they are ugly and stupid but infact, are actually smart and quite good looking.. So, isit just plain lack of confidence or are they hypocrites trying to get attention and pity? ill let you all decide.... to me, it depends...

Guess what, i used to hate blogs without the blogger bar at the top....but... see... now..i also dunt have it and it looks pretty wierd.... well wats done is done..will try to correct that next time..

Going overseas in 2 weeks!!! byee!!

Quote: Things are inanimate thus, when we use thigs, we should manipulate the thing and never let the thing manipulate us! For we Bought them!!! They should be obedient AHAHA

2005-12-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

What is happening to this world? watched the star awards yesterday? I understand that the society is getting more open but is there a need to show so much of their assets? Not to mention some dun even have anything to show...A dress that is bare backed to the butt or as low as possible to show their cleavage? this is very unseeming... call me conservative but aare they actually doing such things to pull up viewer ratings???? like whey switch on the tv see the stars show off their stuff... bleh...

#1 they dun look THAT good and some are probably old enough to be ah sohs
#2 what will the children think? low cuts are nice and fashionable?
#3 compared to the guests? they are like peanuts in the chinese community showbiz... and people dun even dress up so "nicely"

no sense of shame....i suppose next time they'll be going naked and saying "its so cooling but i like it and its fashionable.... silly people..i just feel like puking especially when one of the flat breasted ones.... nearly dropped her top...bleh...no figure still wan to wear.....dunno what these people are thinking..

After reading the newspaper yesterday,and seeing the srticle on trans fat in certain food, i be thinking.... if you make it sound like trans fats can kil be condemning such food then might as well not eat anythin...everything has fats...be it the way you cook it or whether it exists naturallly in the food itself..... so... by saying becarfeful of this and that, eating is now merely a way to sustain oneself... and me thinks if we gonna eat for the rest of our lives might as well enjoy what we eat... some people just worry about this and that and spend so much time worrying that when they are not worried they realise that it is too late to do what they were worrying about, and start regretting... so it is stupid to worry for nothing... just do it like NIKE says and regret later...cuz at least you got a chance of success!!

Thats all for now, my lecturer is staring at me... :P gulps..

Quote: Life holds as much meaning as you make it out to be...

2005-11-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yawnzzz.... Everyone is staying up late to finish this stupid report.... given to us one week ago and requested to complete in one week.. what insanity is this? my group ppl all sick?? WTH...
AND to add oil to the flames! we have a test too, not like some ppl dun need to study, we on the other hand need to mug which is pretty much an irony since i hate mugging and i still dun... but we have to read a bit rite... better than an empty paper :P well, so, we are pretty much screwed for this test...a bad start... half of failure.... not like i care anyway... this subject is notorious for its difficulty and it has been rumoured that nobody got an A for it... dunno if its true...but i choose to believe it since the Lecturer can give us a question that is one year in advance for the test and put a weightage of 6/50 for it call it self deception if you wish.... as long as it makes me happy and it doesnt harm no one i dun care and wont bother! HAWHAWHAW

Me hair looks pretty gay now and i HATE it .... shouldve just went to the hair stylists and paid a freakin 30 to get a good head of hair than to get a cuckoo hair for freee.... sooo....errrrr.... disgusting... need i say more? sorry no pics, dun wanna make you puke not like i posted any at all so far.

Errr... gotta go snoooze and wait for the next set of text for me to edit.... chow... no sleep is as toxicating as drinking while you are drunk! so sleep is good...zzzzz

Advice/Advise? whichever...: have enough sleep or your brain cells will die faster than you can repair them and then you will find your IQ alot lower than usual since you grey matter is almost decayed!! :P not so serious la haha but still quite serious.

2005-11-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

NEVER HAVE YOUR MEALS IN LESS THAN AN INTERVAL OF 4 HOURS!!!

so there we were yesterday, having lessons at 12pm..so waking up..we found a packet of fried bee hoon....deciding that it was a waste to not eat it, we ate it and soon went to school... class was only for an hour..so we had a second lunch 2 hours later from the bee hoon and ate chicken rice.... and then went for practical which lasted for 3 hours and had dinner at 5.... went home and had a second dinner at 8.... and guess what?

TODAY i woke up feeling feverish and my tummy was so very uncomfortable.... given my amazing apppetite this amount of food is no problem if i ate it all at one go but throwing more in during the process of digestion proved too much for my tummy to handle.... so... next time... either yoiu eat a lot at one go... or you eat at intervals of 6 hours... thats my conclusion...

Quote : What is destiny? A belief or an inevitable happening..?

2005-11-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

Such another boring day, here we have us lazing around on the chair in front of the computer sitting and doing nuttin while blankly idling our time away when we jolly well know we have like 4 assignments due this weeek..... wth.. how torturous can this get? A GOOD report in one week time ( imposible) , a test just one dy after the only possible day that we can all gather to discuss ( gone case) , a painting design assignment for GEMs... ( creepy) and of course the whole array fo tutorials.... ( stinky)... so as you can see.... we are currently feeling more sianz than ever and particularly drained of any motivation whatsoever to do anyting since we dun know where to start from... ON e solution, is to start by doing sumthin but since we are lazing..as the name suggests, means we dun feel like doing anything so.... tomorrow ba.......then tomorrow again and again and again...when will anything ever get done?

Note The MRT is a sucky place to sleep in... there are no neck supports whatsoever so whenever i sleep... i look like a mutilated corpse that twist and turn in every possible angle... and i wake up with a severe ache in not only my butt but my neck as well... why? cuz i sit from dover to boonlay to Tampines....Worst bit is you have a very high chance of missing your stop if you can fall asleep as easily as yours truly.... woooo how fun can it get... Still can remember that time When i took the last train and missed my stop and ended up in pasir ris... had to walk all the way home and it took a darn good 2 hours... geee.... imagine the scolding i got....

Ah yes mayhaps i should go continue the stroy im writting for jian jian... only got to chapter 1... so sian.... but no inspiration so bo bian... hiz... ut i thnk i do now so maybe ill go work a few chapters more.... and when im done, ill type it all and post it here for all to read and evaluate this story!! But that'll be ayear later perhaps....since you know, writing takes quite some time to form a shape and the backbone of everything.. not a compo thats chicken feet...but a NOvel! a novel is a novle..its long and its exciting and it must be good...!!! And as i always say.... Quality can only be acheived with time.... Little Time = lousy quality...of course that is subjective... applies only to certain things in case you wanna start arguing bout it... heheh always leave a hole for yourself to run away....never seal yourself in eh... so the chinese say ... zuo ren bu yao tai jue...yao liu yi ge hou tui de lu.... wooo chinese pros will know this..

So we are here with nuttin to do again i shall compile a list of to gets...
1) do as infinity final album...
2) skeleton key dvd
3) harry potter dvd whole 4 movies
4) 3 sets of serials each at 60 bucks

so thats bout...all... do a summation of the expenditure and we have...a grand sum of.. $340.... geee thats about half my pay.... crap... ah well.... no one said ill have to buy it all at once... just a checklist in case i forget what i wanna buy...

well well so thats bout all today.. mayhaps..we'll have a litlle tale next time if time permits...

Question : How isit that some things can never cease to amaze us? isit our inquisitive nature or isit because it is something we cannot fathom, what makes a person bored? How do we stimulate joy and curiosity? What is the thing? how do we stimulate this very thing at will..?

By the way, a lil sumthin bout myself, im slightly claustrophobic by nature so... just to inform you if you dunno...please dun crowd around me...cuz its very uncomfortable...and dun blame me if i suddenly walk off and stand alone cuz it may be that i need a breather... notice its slightly...so you would'nt probably notice....

2005-11-17T08:40:00.000+08:00

Here we are in wannabe's classroom secretly interviewing him whilst the lecturer goes on and on blisfully unaware of our prescence.... there he sits looking pretty glum.... we ask him why... HE is so sad we assume he forgot to put on his signature slurrr in his language....

Smeagol/ gollum wannabe : Very unhappy we are.....The show sucks somewhat cuz all the important parts are not really emphasized in the show....instead they somewhat concentrate on portraying the heroic image...Dumbledore seeems sumwhat more stuck up than usual not to mention fiercer. Cut scenes have deleted some of the more important parts of the story like in the maze... all in all.....we are not happy... But graphics are good though.. Still.. LOTR rocks...myyy prrreeecioussss..... 4.4 out of 5 for goblot of fire...

Next up, angry person.

Angry person : What the hell is wrong with people nowadays..... cant even wait for a person to tap his ezlink card before alighting..... so inconsiderate pushing and shoving... a civilised society we have ...yea right...AS IF... Need i dig more.... sigh...hopeless cases...

Okay now we have a special cut for news kaypo who says they have a very important piece of news..

NEws kaypo : After readin the newpaper today we realised that the blogger dawn yeo does not look as nice as those in her blog and thus resembles more closely to her alleged "before" look. Thus it is in our opinion that she truly did not go for surgery and has, like many other bloggers perhaps...edited her photos to make them more perfect since her photo in the newpaper does look like and resemble her "before" self... we thus deem it fit to declare that we were right to have speculated that she slimmed down a lot since she looks thinner now...and we KNOW loss of fats can do wonders like make your nose sharper and things alike since we too ahd similar experiences... so no big deal and our verdict is that there is no surgery yay!!...or at the very least...no major ones... :P

So thats all for today..... and thanks to wannabe and angry students.... and special thanks to the kaypos...

Say dun do = bad
Do dun say = bad
know dun say = bad
Dunno dun say = bad
Ask again and again still dun say = terrible = i hate you = you better be careful next time cuz im a real petty person if you dunno me.
Ask ready say say before when you know my damn memory is so "good" = same as the above

Now that we know who are those that are real assholes( i shant say bastards cuz i really feel like saying that but that is morally incorrect), you know who you all are.... no one plays a prank that i dun like and still continue doing it and get away scot clean....i'll remember you for life and i mean it. Just watch out cuz i dun take kindly to such people in case you all dun't know. ADMIT AND THOU ART FORGIVEN. WAIT TILL I FIND OUT FOR MYSELF AND YOUR LIFE SHALL BE MADE AS DIFFICULT AS I CAN TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITIES. THAT I CAN ASSURE YOU.

Quote: All work no play makes everyone a dumbass.

p.s. ANONYMOUS whoever you are...please dun go around telling ppl to go read others blogs cuz if its such a big piece of news im pretty sure we are all capable of digging for ourselves.. and whats the fuss about it all anyways.... if the company dun care we cant do much and fact is im pretty sure they would do a check or sumthin before they sign a contract....so .take it all with a pinch of salt man .... im just joining in the fun and i dun really care cuz im more of a talent supporter than a looks supporter and if she got both, im pretty sure we are alll happy for her and even if you arn't, others out there that will hear her name someday if she makes it big will be. Cuz its natural to have a fair share of supporters and haters. That is if PEOPLE dun go around trying to guide others by their noses to twist and WARP OTHERs opinions to be on the same frequency.Have more integrity and present you arguments in an orderly way cuz accusations without proof will only show how superficial and easily swayed you are. We people of sciece go more for facts and proof. So thats all for today..

WARNING to those (you know who you are), admit it tomorrow by telling me who is this wierd enigmatic person and end this silliness or there will never be an end to this ever again. I'll ignore the prankster and the accomplices shalled too be ignored. When i say ignore i mean a total block cuz you shall cease to exist in my eyes and alll you do shall become transparent, not important and useless to me. Evn if you put a 1000 dollar note in fornt of me, i shall just kick it and pretend the wind blew it and i shall take it and continue ignoring you.

2005-11-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

News Kaypo : Did you all seee?? did you all read? Dawn yeo is suspected to have had surgery....And from xialanxue's blog and some others all around, it seems that it looks pretty real to me thought..i'm not an expert bout such things but...i won't jump to any conclusions till the whole thing gets clearer....Mean while feel free to go dig yourself to decide as well.... as usual, im lazy to type out the webbys.. on second thoughts...maybe she just slimmed down like i did..

Smeagol / gollum wannabe : Woo hoosss.... tomorrows harrrry pottterrrr will be up forrr sneak previewsss... eck eck.. looks very goood ..my prrrreciiiousssss.....smeagol teell you all tomomrrowww eck....loadssssa exxxcitemeeeent eck eck heeeeee hheeeeehehee myyyy prrreeeccioousssss...

News addict : well lookie here... new H5N7 virus carriers found eh? haw haw good day ppl... we are all gonna die...well...hope there's gonna be a vaccine soon... and lookee here yet another case of murder.... is singapre safe to live in anymore..... heck.... so many murders in a year is scary... and two crazy people in the MRT in a train today is absurd..... hell... well hope its gonna imporve... and did you all see the guy who recovered from HIV or Aids whichever it is??? miraculous..

Speculator : geee... about the white elephants... i wonder why they put it....instead of voicing their unhappiness??any ideas?

Quote : Nature is a gift to the soul, Heaven to the spirit, Earth to the body and Peace to the mind.

Just a note.... keeping silent all the time is not that good cuz you need to know when to defend yourself.... cuz sometimes keeping quiet is as the saying goes, paramount to consent.

2005-11-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

Tix shall be a series of news flash comments from ppl around my world:

me says : haixxxx.... stupid wisdom tooth.. it started growing a few weeks ago and was so happy.... yay a new tooth in addtion to the 2 before it.... if i knew what was going to happen i never would have wanted it...or perhaps not.... it hurts so much and it really does... my gums are freaking swollen and blood red....i cant chew i cant bite....cant even take solid food now... feel like a baby but with a severe ache in my gums.......ah well hope its over soon..... since it signifies wisdom..i hope i wont have to take it out.

Movie critic A (tight lipped): Watched the excorcism of emily rose on friday and its pretty good...shan't comment too much since it might spoil everything but one happening that can confirm that its really nie is that everyone actually stayed back to read the commments by the producers which is contrary to the usual finish and disappear act by the normal audience.... so err.... go watch it.. lol might actually leave you thinking again about the existence of the spiritual realm..

News addict: WEEeee.... look at the news? H5N1 vvirus has mutated again ooooooooo see? eat too much chicken liddat ar orbie good eat eat eat.. the virus eat in... they mutate mutate and whala get the ability to infect humans... look at the power of evolution... my god... so eat less animals for god sake and save humanity :P Oh oh and did you all read about one of our singaporean bloggers once again being spotted and signed a contract to be groomed into stardom by some company?? Reaaal cute...hahawhhahwah called dawn yang or yeo depends on chinese or english and can be found in Zouk, a place with loads of celebs... can see her blog.. go yahoo type clapbangkiss and find yourself...i lazy to spell it and anyways good luck to her cuz she has to learn singing acting chinese and japanese .... truly not easy soooo good luck and hope singapoe will have another famous personality!!

Scientist retard lag by a few paragraphs : I feel that the only way to solve this flu problem is to firstly either dip the meat into extremely concentrated sugar or salt solution. This is because of the simple theory on osmosis that causes the virus and whatever bacteria to release water to dilute this very super concentrated solution and in the process kill themselves.. and by doing so make food safe for consumption if you do not die of diabetes or whatever first..

School theorum maker: if a teacher teaches very slowly.... its either they are so good they take the time to make things very clear or they are so slack they take their own sweet time...

And thus we end this very first news series for a break of a few days goodbye!!

Quote from the movie mentioned above: There are no facts in this world only possibilities for facts do not leave space for doubt( and how can we ever be so sure that 1 + 1 = 2? added by mee)

oh yea the model for the macdonald latest ad looks like a total retard.... i feel like slapping her fukin doll face cuz it seems to be mocking at me from the telvision... telling moms to not feed theiur children first go to hell...

2005-11-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Alrighty school term has started once again and it kinda sucks as usual.... second lesson of the week and im already lost.... wth is that teacher rattling on about... talk about bacteriophage then say until difference between that and sumthin... i was thinking... since when did we ever read this part..? but then everyone else seemed to know the answer so WTH... anyways all the teachers kinda suck except for the OSRM teachers and the the plant sciences teachers..... but plant science practical today sucks too cuz the plants stink to the nine heavens after they soaked it in water for like 3 weeks.... rotten already.... ewwwww...

Got my very own Mp3 player at last and its great except that its kinda heavy.... but nothing a pouch cant fix...so all in all, i am quite pleased with it since i bought it for 450 and sim lim was selling it at 799...great steal eh? In case ky, yes you, want to do some research on it to see if it sucks..... its called iaudio x5.... company is cowon.. so if yur free go look it up and tell me whether i wasted my money.... cuz i aso dunno haha...

OH and i believe that everyone saw the news today about the fire in the payground? Its right opposite my home!!! and i was looking at the dumb fire fighters screaming and wasting water as they mishandled the pipe and took like 1/2 an hour to finally get the water to go thru and actually hit the flames.... kinda...inexperienced... if they were faster i believe damage could have been reduced.... but nevertheless..... 2 homes are burnt down...poor ppl... i dunno what to say.... got their ouses burnt for nothing.... whats the LESSON??? never buy a flat lower than 4th floor especially if there is a playground downstairs..

okai thats all the juicy bits for the past month... kinda boring life but .... who cares... do you?

Thought of the month: If this earth lfe was formed from organisms from space that have evolved... that means that somewhere out there is a planet that is growing at the almost same rate or faster than us? if so, assuming the organisms that first struck earth originated from another planet, then how big and how old is the universe exactly and what do the other evolved beings look like???

2005-10-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Ah recently very busy have to clean the chiller rooms and wipe the shelves clan... so dirty!!!! And haha i found the 5 cents that i threw in 2 years ago lolz.

Always been thinking why smokers find it so difficult to quit smoking even if they know its bad for their health.... and after speaking to some i finally went EUREKA in the bathroom... kinda reminds me of the old advertisement when the guy went EUREKA and went runnig down the streets nake... of course i didnt do that... i think smoking is like taking a warm water bath on a very chilling morning.... try shutting off the heater and see how long you can last without a tower and without shivering...you can't and thats why you will want to switch on the heater again.. seee? IT's just like taking a bath.... once the cold is over its over but we all choose the easier path to just switch on the heater again... so thats my theory.... WTH.... the lan emulatio says my add is banned..... virus? or whatever.... dunno la... go try again ready so kan chiong shit!! next time the write more....

Quote...: never act clever and try to sustain sumthin when you know you do not have he capabilities to do so... i.e. know your own place...

2005-10-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

Well, pretty long time since i wrote and well, its not cuz i don't want to... but more rather... ever since school holidays started...i haven't been seeing anything much lately and all i ever do now is so routine that i can draw a time table straight and follow it exactly and the fact it i never followed time tables except for this 1.. see here... ===> 8 wake up and do yada yada stuff, 0906 ON THE DOT reach work place, 1503 EXACT go home, 1545 reach home on com and play to 0000 and sleep.... today exception cuz i typing this....

How boring. Why isit that whenever there are lessons, we always feel so busy and have so many things that we want to do but do not have the luxiourious time and yet once the exams are over we find ourselves at a loss as to what to do next.... right now i feel like a pig... doing nothing all day but eat and work and play and sleep.... WTH.....

What have i been playing? The oh-so-popular game warcraft III... not WOW mind you thats freaking expensive... and reminder, i still have insurance to pay for....all day long DotA and more of it plus some tower defense and stuff.... no not alone..or else it won't be fun. I play online!! Coolness, thanks to my amazing "smartness" and skills, i play online now and am as expected...pretty much hooked to it.... dun even know why it's so enticing..... frankly...whats so fun about it??? Just running around and killing.... DOPEY.... dunt ask me i dunno... it's like " well...everyones playing it, why dunt i join in?" and so we go on..... like the lamp chop song.. " This is the song that doesnt end, lets teach this song to all my friends, some ppl started singing it not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because..( continue)..."

And thus, ever since this started together with my quest to buy all the comics in the world that look nice to me, i have not touched my storybooks eversince.... poor books...so dusty... sobx.. and so damn expensive at that... gotta go read it sometime...still have like 13 books untouched and all at least 20cm thick... you know, those colectors edition books with the 3 books in one... i got lik 6 of them.... gee... but we all love reading no?

See... I pretty much don't know what to write no more...crack head crack head....need to edit my story... i think my beginning too long short and too boring.... sigh.... its in pencil...how the hell...why.... dun care la..finish writing thne edit..still no progress..cuz no idea....pretty much brain dead since my work requires me to switch off, null my senses and start working like a robot... so fun...

OH YA!!! my memory really rotten ready... i forgot where my bike was in a short 50 mins in the arcade.... sobs.. lucky JL was there or else i would still be roaming 5 km away from my bike searching for it... darn... isit because of lack of sleep or what man.. this is getting serious..real serious... what ifs : Tumor? Brain damage? alzheimers?degenerative brain cells? oh heck... die die...

Top brands of instant noodles in my list : CQYD the one with the sesame oil.... nong shim the korean brand noodles, MAGGI the household brand, Indomie the mee goreng and lastly Tung yi the one that smells so heavenly. Mouth watering? I feel like cooking it already.... and i have embarked on the never ending quest to fill my cupboard with the different types of flavors for alll these brands yummy...and so conveniently, I get to choose from a whole range of varieties whenever i want to eat instant noodles!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

What i learnt from working today? Silent ppl are dangerous... they smile smile a day, say nuttin, and when they want to open their mouths... HOHO good luck to you... thats y always stay far away from your silent colleagues (and bosses) unless you know they are shy and not "that" type you know? Always better to have someone yakking away about what they feel than to have someone have their revenge suddenly... And of course company politics are very important... to maintain the crucial balance between the different parties is somewhat challenging to do without making others feel neglected or offended... gee... such a headache eh? wait till you go to bigger companies and see how you die lol... haha this is just what i feel... it may not be true to you or whtaever but.... i dunnno.... to some maybe its a fact?

So thats all for today, Oyasuminasai..

Quote from TV show: The past is always better. Wanna know why? Cuz whats past is past and we dont have to bother about it anymore unless we want to.... But me thinks... isit that simple?

2005-09-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Seems like i can't post no pics..well no matter.. during the course of my intensive work in the supermarket i have come to realise that the wastage experienced is by far the greatest i have ever seen in my life...Figure out who says what...

Setting: Courthouse of animals, 3pm, Tuesday.
Main Characters: Chickens, Pigs, Trees, Humans and the highness and the respective lawyers.

Lawyer: "Court! Your highness, the chickens wish to sue the humans for wasting their kind away making them sacrifice for nothing"

Highness: " Summon all the involved subjects, I got no time to waste sitting in such a hot place dammit."

"SUMMON THE CREATURES"

Chickens: " Your excellency. We the chickens have been domesticated and fed and killed for as long as our generations can remember, BUT, we are not complaining. HOWEVER, the humans have recently decided to go "green" and cut all costs on the packing of our organs and limbs. It makes us very sad to announce this, but the wastage of our kind has recently increased and for every packet wasted, 12 of our kind lose thier lives! This is unacceptable! Think of how many have already fallen prey to such a scandal!! WE Demand Justice!!

Pigs: " Hear! Hear! The same has happened to us too."

Highness: " Silence pigs! you are just the audience! Shut up and listen! The sharing session is later."

Lawyer: "As you have just seen and heard your highness, The pigs and chickens obviously want an explanation don't they?"

(Mumbles and nods from the crowd.)

Highness: "Very well, What do you have to say for yourself? Humans."

Humans: "Objection! It isn't entirely our fault your highness! We tried to save the environment by using biodegradable bags!! It was too weak!! Blame the plastic and the Bacteria!! We had nothing to do with the wastage. In fact, we love eating chickens so much how could be bear to waste em?"

(mumbles and whispers)

Chickens: " YOU Lie Humans! Our research have shown that its frozen stuff that break more! Bacteria cannot possibly break down the plastic at subzero conditions! Bring in the Bacteria!"

Bacteria: " It's true, we bacteria all go onto frozen goods to hibernate whenever we want and go away when the stuff have thawed. This has nothing to do with us the Bacteria!!"

Highness: " Objection overruled Humans! What have you got to explain for both your lies and mistakes?"

(Silence)

"BRING IN THE TREES!!"

Trees: " In addition to the above charge, we the trees wish to sue the humans for wasting us as well. Weeks and weeks have offer tickets been changed and with each week gone, Thousands of our kind die!! Your Highness, We seek JUSTICE!!"

Highness: " Sigh. Very well, Call forth JUSTICE!"

Justice: " I am here, Who seeks me so?"

Trees are dumbfounded and looks at Justice with glassy eyes.....

Highness: " Go on, Your complains? HAWHAWHAW, just a joke, Justice, you may take your leave."

Justice bows and leaves the room.

Humans: " We do not waste! They lie!! In fact, We are using recycled paper and we recycle our rubbish!!( Rubbish is echoed by the crowd and trees) You all obviously do not know anything do you? Afterall we are the almighty humans and you are all just PUNY Animals for us to eat HAHAHA!! Fellow friends!!! Blast these useless things and we shall have a Barbecue Tonight!!

Screams and clucks and sqeals fill the air as blood and gun blasts fill the air...

Judge: "Heheh i told yall the sharing session was later, now we have our fair share of meat!!"

Smoke fills the air as the humans leave the court with they tumies filled after the barbecue.....the end...

-___-"" lame??? lolz I lazy to type anymore ready and i summarized the whole thing.. haha want a second version tell me : P can be done hahaha. whats the moral of the story?? GO figure.

Thought of the day:
1) Whenever we lose, we just use violence to solve it but violence might not solve everything, what do we do then, when we cannot be humble enough to admit defeat?? Reason may not be the solution either, what other ways are there??
2) Laziness gets you nowhere....
3) Wastage is high...but how to recycle meat, flimsy plastic and bits of paper???
4) The court above might not solve your problems and might even give you new ones... never visit Animal Court :P lolz

2005-09-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hai so sian tv shows nowadays really suck.... how i miss the cable TV... i wan to watch ..........MTV feng shen bang (cannot put chinese...)!!!!! Why channel 8 dun wan to show ready....so nice and now still got now stuff added...why...why....AHHHHH!!!i wan to watch it...need..to..get...cable..tv..no money...sobs..sob..bored to death...such a nice show and yet they dun wan to sow it dunno why..say nobody watch den cannot be cuz put in the morning of course noone wan to watch la.... put on the 7 o clock slot of one of the weekdays ar...see how....sadness...vj change to linda ready...ah well enough about that no one knows anyways...Go to www.mtvchinese.com and see for yourself ba..

Just watched Final Fantasy seven: advent children a few days ago... not too shabby...good graphics though as usuall....they all look so beautiful even the cloud strife looks like a female : P and yup...you might need to play the game to understand what they are doing cuz this anime is somewhat a continuation of the game... visually stunning...and cool fighting though fighting is pathetically lil.. pity as with all good shows...they end too quickly...another sadness...
Yea..dun understand why those racists have to have such a big mouth and go online blabbering about such stuff and make everyone unhappy..... fact is they are only unhappy with a few people i see no point in cursing the whole crowd just cuz of a few people rite... anyways such a sensitive issue is best left untouched less i find myself in prison as well...as i always say...keep your big mouth shut and no harm shall reach ye....

yup a few days ago i reached school early..the teacher fang fei ji....say got lesson in the end lie to me and i had 1 1/2 hours on my hands with nothing to do...after wandering aroung for 45 minutes i still had another 45 to go so i decided to sit in the empty lecture theatre and thought.... instad of drawing what could i do.... so i started writing and whalla 2 chapters are out and its 3 pages long in small hand writing... but i guess only i like it.... : P perhaps someday i might share it with others...but not now...its still a draft...

Molecular bio exams yesterday sucked like shit....only thing i can say sure get marks is two of the mcqs only.....the rest...errr.... so thats like 4/100 confirmed....is that sad or what...yet another sadness...haiz everyone started lamenting after the test and now....we are preparing for the upcoming test on friday...yup good luck to me... hope i don't have to repeat anything...a waste of a thousand dollars i might add... okai thats all for today...shall change the music today..

Dunno why keep saying java got prob.... so anyhow change ba... so sian...

Quote: Always let sleeping dogs lie.....

2005-09-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

Yay finally got the soundtrack to start looping... just finished vacuuming the living room and now am perspiring.... weather has become better now and i think it will rain later... but perspiring after such minor aexcercise really means that i need to go excercise...i went to check my weight the other day but i dunno if its the scale spoil or what... but it read...45kg... is that absurd...i'm 170 cm... either it's absurd or im seriously underweight.... either one at least now i can run with less weight.... passsss 2.4..hopefully...

Got into the MRT the other day at peak hour can't believe those ppl.. they go out without saying excuse me with a fully loaded carraige and then start squeezing and pushing their way out... how rude and uncivilised can they get...If you know your stop is up next then at least start making your freaking way to the exit the stop before how silly can you get??? just for that 3 minutes of extra sitting you start causing unconvenience to at least 10 people??? i was almost pushed to the point i nearly fell if not for a guy standing next to me.. luckily i caught hold of his shoulder and regained my balance... but the momentary look he gave me when he realised someone was pushing one side of his shoulder was quite startling... but he noticed i needed it and just smiled and said it's ok luckily he didd not start cursing and swearing... really the kinda ppl you see these days ... you can hardly say all singaporeans are truly educated at all... maybe for the older generation and the not so smart current generation they tend to be less polite... due to they age or wht i dunno.... to say respect the elderly but some elderly behave like they dun need respect at all... well it's paying you back with your oown coin... of course i see whether thay are having a bad mood or sumthin but if they really got no reason to flare up i see no reason why we should be the one to let them start glaring and scolding at... they are making use of their frail age...haha joking ar... only applies to those who are applicable.. Time for lunch!!! Bye...

Quote : I've come to believe that each of us has a personal calling that's as unique as a fingerprint - and that the best way to succeed is to discover what you love and then find a way to offer it to others in the form of service, working hard, and also allowing the energy of the universe to lead you.

2005-09-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Picture of the game: God of War from Gamespot.com

Whee.... i finally completed my games: "God of War", "Jade Empire" and "Fable" at last and all are so nice to play whahah...oh yea i noticed X-Box games are starting to go towards choice based games...like bard's tale and stuff that lets you be the good guy or bad guy.. quite a new thing in fact but rather tiring when this goes on for long.. Top games so far are "Onimusha Series", "Final Fantasy Series" and the above mentioned games. God of War is the most recommended... why? Cuz it got stunning graphics and intriguing puzzles that can make you cry... i spent a whole freaking hour trying to climb up a rotating pole with blades sticking out and another hour walking across poles with blades sticking out... wonder why they like blades so much... anyway i died a grand total of 23 times dropping into the river styx again and again.. but at least it was fun and i finished it in the end.. See how nice it is???

===> "Given the game's solid sales, many speculated it was only a matter of time before God of War got behind BloodRayne, Hitman, Spy Hunter, Splinter Cell, and Metroid in the movie-adaptation queue. It looks like Kratos (from God of War) is ready for his close-up. Hollywood trade magazine Variety today said that Universal has picked up the rights to the PlayStation 2 action title. Charles Roven and Alex Gartner of Mosiac Media are slated to produce the film; no director or casting choices have been announced. Overseeing the project is Jeff Kirschenbaum, vice president of Universal, which is distributing the big-screen adaptation of Doom, due later this year." Source and picture by Gamespot.com

song changed to yi qian nian yi hou as requested :P and i just noticed that blogger cannot play wma...or isit my jave sux...either way...wma doesnt work... :'( sobz..

Yup thats bout all...The cold war is up and im enjoying the peace and quiet to my ears once again..ahh.. and yea i finished copying 22 pieces wheeeee anothee 32 pieces more [=_=]"" haiz sianzzzz.... bye..

Quote: The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive. You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated, it could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act.

2005-09-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today started out initially as a fine day and all was well and such till bout around 8 something when some stupid fucker came and started kao bei-ing about me copying two sets of vcds saying i never copy for him and yada yada.... like some bloody spoilt rotten stupid fuken kid.

Firstly i want to say:
1) HE DID NOT ASK ME TO COPY ANY SHIT FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS
2) He started saying that i didnt print a whatever piece of stupid paper for him like i have the free time to do that crap. With all my school work around think i got the freakin spare time ar MORON!! I did it today cuz its like i got 1 WEEK break and did YOU know that? BET YOU DUNT. WHY? CUZ YOU DUN CARE YOU DUN ASK YOU DUN BOTHER! dun know when i got the time to do whatever then dun start kao bei-ing at me stupid fool.
3) He made no attempts to remind me about that stupid thing and now he wants to kick up a Fuken big FUSS About it saying that im unfair and stuff WHNE HE FREAKIN KNOWS IVE GOT BAD MEMORY. how petty is that?
4) Im not the ONE Who started the whole unfairness stuff MORON!! who starts buying this and that for someone and I DUN GET NO SHIT OF IT??? YOU WAN TO SAY UNFAIR???YOU SPEND 60 FREAKIN DOLLARS A MONTH ON THAT SOME ONE AND WAHT DO I GET?? I WANT TO BUY SOME FUKEN SHIT AND I HAVE TO SCRIMP AND SAVE AND WHAT DOES THAT SOME ONE HAVE TO DO? START WHINING AND COMPLAINING AND HE GETS IT? YOU WANT TO SAY UNFAIR?
5) Are you spoiling for a quarrel just cuz of a cd???? GROW UP PLEASE? You didnt even ask nicely and here you are yelling at me? Some one can burn for you also? WHY ME? wan to know??? CUZ I WAN YOU TO DO IT WHAT KINDA STUPID SHIT REASON IS THAT? IS THAT PLAIN GUAI LAN AND ASKING FOR A QUARREL YOU TELL ME?

Have you ever tried arguing with a stinking fuking stubborn guy who's harder to talk to than a piece of rock? with the temper of a bull and a brain of a secondary two kid and worse of all, holds tremendous power that you wont't want to go against? lethal combination i tell you.. BUT I GOT TIME! and that is the most powerful weapon cuz yur gonna go in faster than me with that temper of yours and we'll see who has the last laugh. I tell you if i werent so mentally restricted meaning i restrict myself and i cant speak very well to others, only to me-self and a rare few, i could go for debates already and start winning every time round.

Of course i won't win this round why? Cuz yur bigger, yur the one with the money, your house, your this, your that and ya your electricity, your computer, cannot on lights, cannot do this, cannot do that so? YOU JUST FREAKING REMEMBER ALL THIS I TELL YA and ill remember thru this blog... WHEN THE DAY COMES THAT YOU LOSE THIS "POWER" YOU will LIVE to REGRET IT! Tyrants never live for long and you can depend on that stupid someone who i dun mean to look down on but i dun think he will help you much. So when the day comes and you get the same treatment just dun start complaining saying i torture you and stuff cuz my mom's gonna get all the good stuff if i got any to give, you? of cuz i will give you stuff but it will be minimal you can go get whatever you need from him 6 years later. AWWW... i bet yull be reduced to bones thats good cuz only people who got nothing to do start asking for fights. a lil slimming will take your mind off when yur thinking of food.

OF CUZ DEAR PPL MINE, YOU CAN SAY A STORY IS ALWAYS ONE SIDED BUT I CAN TELL YOU I WAS JUST TESTING THE CD AND I GOT "GUAI LAN" AT FOR NOTHING!! Thus there is no two sides. Only one side.

JW, you owe me big time for getting me into this shit of a hell hole, now im so messed up it'll take months to start filling that shit hole and Ive got the same blood, so im pretty stubborn too but not as much as him!! Guess it'll hold till late december thats my estimate...the longest was a year.. JW grrrr...

How come this always happens to me... not the stupid someone else... he can do it, he got much more free time than i have and he sits at home all day. he gets the benefits and in the end? i do all the stupid tasks when he is enjoying life???? WHAT COK IS THIS?

I Shall not go further. It only serves to make my blood boil and it is best to forget it until the storm goes off... I HEREBY REST MY CASE. WHOSE SIDE ARE YOU ON? ME OR HIM?

Well thats a load of my mind... anyone who feels insulted or wants to say anything leave a cmment or send me an email or whatever... bye..

Quote...when im angry : Tyranny will get you nowhere, reason with an open mind is the most important. Accept other views and reflect. It is never too late to start arguing later when you still think you are right, for no one is perfect. Whether they accept or not is not your problem, as long as more than half of others think you are right, no one was made to be the same and see in the same light as you do. When all else fails? Keep quiet and pretend its a mad dog barking or some opera singer since nothing can go into the freakin thick skull. That is MY WAY.

2005-09-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

Whahah i just managed to integrate an mp3 into me blog!!!! YAY!!!!!!! yup that means i gotta change my blog songs often... and it might not link when the server for the song is full and its stream based...so hafta have good internet connection...good traffic.. yada yada.... so troublesome rite... yea song for this month is mu nai yi "mummy " the kind that sleeps in the pyramids... by JJ yea !! whahaha congrats to me lol. yup shall not say anymore...gotta chiong for metabolic biochemistry in 2 days bye bye!!! PS: it might not work...if the server is full so dun say im lying cuz i read my own blog :P

Okok i know some of you will detest it and some will like it but its only 5 minutes....bear with it if you think it sux....personally i think its nice..... song requests are open if you got the URL...

Quote of this month : Sometimes, the only way to combat evil is not by good but through another form of evil... Yea..using a greater evil to cover up the lesser evil... thats one of the sacrificial principles in weiqi chess...always heard of some great guy "killing" himself to win the whole game??? Thats about it... chow...

2005-08-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Haha i think i remember what JW said ready... : "Famous amos will only make amos more famous, choose chipsmore cuz chipsmore can give you more chocolate chips!!!" IS that it!!!! Wahahahah i finally remember!!!

Yup i finally decided that it was time to start saving up for my future...so i decided to sign up for a plan of sorts... saving $70 a month...for... 25 years... ehh.... a lil far sighted huh? well, as they say..its better to be safe than sorry...how difficult can saving $2.50 a day be?

For Your Information(FYI)...i spend about 12 dollars give or take a range of $5 to $100 a week on comics, $20 to $40 on cds a month or two and a lot mroe on eating... so..i managed to spend about... $4000++ since the day i started work.. now think of what i could buy if i saved up the whole lot of money... and so..need i go deeper into the maths of the miscellaneous spendings??

Damn... I am so ..so.. so...considerate and kind to mysself for forcing me to save $70 a month..Thank the heavens for giving me the chance to meet my financial adviser and now i have happily paid the first premium of 70 bucks... cool huh? just $40320 more to payer forr the next 24 years and 11 months till im at the rich age of 41 or isit 43...

Just look at those money cheating games the the arcade enticing players with PsP s and
stuff... i wasted $2 there already and heck...just a dollar more and i could have gotten it... There see??? such things dig at the deepest greed in your soul...It works exactly like gambling...so i would advise yall not to waste your money there...just leave it to luck and toss a dollar in will do... don't spen too much... its not worth it... so there..

ah well good luck to me cuz im gonna scrimp and save and cut costs down to the minimum from now on.. and im gonna go study already cant bear to fail another test....$1000...byeeee

Insight of the Month: There is no right or wrong in this world. It only depends on how you look at it... See bad ppl always think that they are right..so does it make sense? I prefer to look at the grey part... cuz the world is never as simple as just black and white...Believe in tai chi cuz truly..natural balnce to prevent the world from falling into chaos is indeed feasible to me....you cant have it all good and you cant have it all bad... so there you have it... You Win some, You lose some thats life...and if you arnt happy about that...Thats the law of the natural order..just live with it.

2005-08-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

picture from some website at the bottom left corner which i cannot remember.... such a bother uploding images... Wat Teh Heck..

Today, is a day of sin, a sinful day, let us all put our hands together and unite as one as we seek forgiveness.... What have i done?

I let myself be bitten by a radioactively mutated spider....with great powers comes great responsibilities.. I am spiderman....HAHA

I COPIED FOR A TEST!!!! So what? big deal you say? For the past few years, i uphold my dignity with every ounce of moral i have flowing in my veins and today....temptation was just too much to bear....i cant hand in an empty paper can i...? So...i...kinda peeked here and there and ...i shall not continue.. anyways... seems like the only subject im surviving in is BIA...

Chemistry..my poorest and perhaps weakest subject and yet im passing and there we have biology and im failing... I guess there is a reason why my secondary school refused to letme take biology i guesss..... there is just so limited a space for my mental capacity and biology truly doesnt fit into the holes of the puzzle...

Not to worry....im currently trying to make a hole...might as well do it since there is no way out...

Do i have a tendency to make myself sound like a saint and such....heheh ah well such is the nature of a person... to condemn others and lift thyself up...such is the way of life... people step you down calling you stupid and such for what??? To make themself feel smarter, to boost their confidence and make themself feel superior!!! YES, enter my matrix and feast you shielded eyes upon the corrupted nature of the human spirit! Humans greed for authority, power, wealth and fame.Who doesnt?(Saints and spiritual people of high standings excluded). Backstabbing, and power struggles are not uncommon and it happens everywhere around you...EVEN IN SCHOOL where you'd least expect it... "some particlar guy of a darker shade everyones talking about"

Such sorrow it is to be aware of such deeds and not be able to do anything......Bless us all for on the day of Armageddon, all shalt be on equal footing and all shall pay for thy sins.

Ever heard of a tolkien fan gone so wild she went to learn the so called tolkien's version of elven?? That dear teacher mine could actually write a sentence in the so called elvish...

Actually..for my age at that time when children like us used to try finding ways to come up with secret codes or unintelligible writings that only we could decipher, that notion came across to me as pretty cool....But...learning the whole thing proved to be quite very difficult.....and...we kinda grew out of it and came up with pictures to replace the letters since we loved drawing so much e.g. T would be a picture of an axe cuz those battle axes looked like a T. Yup...WE used to draw for hours mostly during chinese lesson and after school in the library...(Heavens know how we managed to get As and Bs for chinese)....mostly childish cartoons.. but it got better along the years...my buddies and I..particularly JL...yup we go out weekly just for a cycle and talk or not...just see each other and stuff.....cuz like he said, we are closer to each other than we are to our family which is pretty weird and stuff...I'm pretty sure each of us has friends like that so.. no cause to worry....

Oh ya before i forget, has anyone heard of a service that helps you send letters to your friends and family after you die? i heard that its pretty funny...and the deceased will pay to have it sent at specified dates when they were still living. Interesting eh? I was just wondering what would happen if the addressee moved house....and someone else got the letter, phoned the adressee and got a reply that the sender was dead... a hilarious ghost story that would spook the wrong receiver lol!!! I wonder which genius came up with such an interesting idea...

Ah well so ends today's session of sharing and probably the last for this month unless i manipultate the time which is highly unlikely since im such a lazy person....so..THE END!!

Memorable quote from a book (LOTR): Three rings for the elven kings under the sky, Seven for the dwarf lords in their halls of stone, Nine for mortal men doomed to die (which they became servants to the dark lord), One for the dark lord on his dark throne. In the land of Mordor where shadows lie. One ring to rule them all, One ring to find them, One ring to bring them all and in the shadows bind them. In the land of Mordor where shadows lie.

P.S. i was told by KY that tolkien disliked his story being reanacted in a movie in which the one before this famous version was a total flop.. or made into games..so lucky thing he is dead or he'll be fuming mad or angry till he drops dead....Worse still he might be turning in his grave.... :P just a suggestion...no harm intended... OMG!!! Today is the one month anniversary since i first blogged....fuss fuss...happy birthday bloggie, happy birthday bloggie and blah blah...big deal....chey... curse me at oldolivertwist@yahoo.com

2005-08-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

WEll, today, i shall touch a lil on network marketing, or what little i heard from the guy on the video tape. Such a business basically depends largely on the workforce and the HAPPY customers to do the advertising. A HAPPY customer is a HELPFUL customer since you need them to back you up against those not-very-believing people.

Yes! you need a huge expanding market to flow on which would be the current trends of the market in Singapore and maybe the world however, we shall not be so ambitious. Lets just talk about singapore or sumthin but thats not important. A UNIQUE CONSUMBLE product is recommended. Why? cuz its depletable and if its good, ppl buy more = more revenue. There, simple. Of cuz its not so easy... you would need a sole distribution of the product and as mentioned above, repeat sales. The basis of network marketing, is to provide equal opportunities of all staff to earn the same amount of salary. That of course depends on the amount of effort put in. This is done by allowing only the agent to earn a large protion of the earnings while the company takes back "some $$" and sales can increase by recruiting more salesforce. okies.... a lil bit superficial but haha go read up if you are inteerested.. i shall not breech the copyright laws no more.... : P

Yup, todays a sad sad day....yet again i failed another test ...thats 5 so far.... the most record breaking number of fails in my entire life..i only failed my history once in sec 1...how shitty is this....this is hopeless...gotta study more.....i just hate my poor memory... if only i had photographic memory..How cool would that be...no more muggin, no more studyin, all As ahhh..... Of cuz theres no such thing.. i have such friends and some "photos" go bad... so at least theres a B... Better than nothing :P

Actually, come to think of it... thats what you get from sleping in lectures and playing games on saturdays instead of studyin.... truly... i wanna stop playing but the console just keeps screaming " im hungry!!! i wana eat a cd!!! Feed ME!!!!" and the controller says " Hey you!!1 my buttons need some pressin here... They getting numb already"... and the memory card says " OI, FUCK! Burn some Freakin data into me already.... im turning Senile from the lack of it!!"... Oh well what can i do? such poor souls... They need me...I need them...Its a co-relationship and you can imagine us hauggin like the teletubbies jumpin in circles on the oh-so-colourful patch of meadow green.. ah...PARADISE!!! BTW If you say lock it... I have two Ps, Two PS2, 1 X-box, 1 Computer, and some of those retarded old consoles that we used to play supermario with..around 4 i guess... so...where should i lock them.... and yea.. i have a bad habit of picking locks actually... im a pretty good lock picker with a success rate of 20% lolz

Well, life has been pretty dull for the past few months, not much of any outings and stuff basically slping, doing homework, studying, working boring life... but can't imagine me going pubbing nono uh - uh im underage :P They gonna fling me out like a human catapult and ill be lying there in a pile while they snigger and say " Come back when you got enough "stuff"... "
Or maybe not..... i can do loads of things to make me look old... In fact, i can buy M21 movies!! without em asking my age..nope im not gonna say how cool is that haha {^__^}""

Okies back to my grades... look at the number of ppl jumping off the buildings cuz of that... seriously, accordin to my interpretation of grades, that exactly what they should do but... isit the right thing??? It is a sin to end thine life so said the great people.. seriously, is grades everything?? perhaps i should join the gang.... JOKING.... nope life has more meaning than just grades... i could get a meagre paying job... but whatever matters the most is that im happy... At the very least keep meself alive... Fact is not every degree holder can get a job..so whats the big fuss about? Seriously.... if the hasty schedule of the schools are too much then maybe i could study private? think of the cost man... nope...no cost effective... maybe do private A levs thats more likeit i guess.. yup i got a dream, MY DREAM IS TO... have a dream.. lolz haha nah.. im a psychologist/psychiatrist wannabe...but i got no qualifications... but, they learn everythin from textbooks and experience???

ANY GUINEA PIGS with problems to share??? SERIOUSLY... im treating em for freeeeeeee!!!! Truly... so.. got any problems please email me!!!! i love to be KPO and i love to see happy endings :P

OH WELL, who you gonna vote for president?? guess those funny ppl who tried arn't suitable so i guess we'll stick to our friendly president for another few years then lol...gee i should kik the bad habit of changing subjects so quikly haha thats all folks...for now... I SHALL BE BACK!!!!!!

yea my interpretation of grades?
A = Arsehole!!
B= Better than nuts
C= Can be better?
D= DIE!! must do better
F= Fuck! you are seriously better off dead (no intended insults to those who get it...) [i goona get 5 of em...how bad is that?]

LOG:
The anterior pituitary gland secretes: Prostoglandins, Growth hormones, Leutanising or sumthin liddat hormones, follice stimulating hormones, and oh damn i forgot... wat isit... 2 more... wat...ooooo.... shit.. shit no use...ah yes... thyroid stimulating hormones and gonadotropic hormones..
The pineal gland secretes melatonin, a sleep indcer...
The pancreas secretes insulin and glucagon
The Anterior pituitary gland secretes oxytocin and Antidiuretic hormones
ah well thats all for today as well :P

Quote of the day:

LIve not your life in sadness but in joy for the days still pass whichever you choose... what is thy choice?
Truly.... choices are difficult to make and whatever ending turns out will always be a matter of choice so have you ever wished to turn back the clock and make a wiser decision??
Ihave, and now, i think before i speak, i look at everything from different perspectives. That is what an open mind is all about.. of course all mortals have their weaknesses which i am no doubt guilty of.... so choose well and live happy..never regret..for that is admitting to failure...

CHEYBA, say until like saint liddat :P wanna pui saliva or throw dung LOLZ send a mail to : oldolivertwist@yahoo.com

2005-08-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! IF i dun start typing the below crap out im gonna become crazy!!! SRy bout the business plan stuff...i can't find the paper at this hour witout waking anyone up...Fourth blog? thats fast...

Here and now as i sit before the computer, i start to think...What is my purpose in life.... All my past 18 years i have just done everything blindly... do this, do that, Why? cuz im told to do so.. Why so..?
Never really have i ever tried abeing a leader always the silent follower who does the best i can do and wait silently for praises and scoldings..FOR What??? I can die doing it and end up how? "EH, heard of the very hardworking guy? he was the best man...But too stupid ar no? Do until die also nobody see Bo liao..." Yup thats what they gonna say and now i know....

When im made a leader, the responsibilty overwhelms me, im at a loss what to do? But i know this is something that can be trained still as i said im just the typical nondescript follower.

Right now, im at the crossroad of my life and having studied in Biotechnology for 1 year, i start to think...Is this what i want?? Once again the variety of choice sets in and once again i find myself thinking...If im not taking this what else can i take??

Now the truth is i toook this course not out of interest but simply because.."Biotech is good" seems to come out of everyones mouth... One friend said i would only be qualified to wash test tubes with a diploma....of course others would dismiss it with a shrug and think it just pure exaggeration but i, i know that it might just be true.. of course there would be innoculation and stuff but thats just the part and parcel of the job... Test tube washinng and the same rutine job everyday...IS that trully what i want?

A so acclaimed Mr alex once told me that in order to become a psychologist, one would need to know oneself first... I gave him a pretty confident answer but right now thinking of what he said to me (mostly very "bombardive" questions), my foundations have pretty much crumpled... and now..im pretty much a headless cow banging here and there and going onto any road open...THATS NOT THE WAY!!

I know it's time to make a decision but having gone through a year in biotech, can i really give it up so easily?? All that i have acheived and all the things that have happened...Note to all of you, Ill have you know that im not the kind to give up on something easily but thats not the issue now...AH the emptiness...What meaning is there in life when all i am doing is walk around without a head...

OF course i would say all this stems from one problem...Too much choices or the lack of it....USed to be lacking now? i wont say much but choosing a course that would determine your future is pretty much a very "variety-ful" choice of jc or poly then the many different courses available...do your sums...should total to around 40++ choices i guess...my results arnt that bad....enough to get mr into temasek JC i guess... ok... nothing great but its still an acheivement for an extreme slacker like me....

So young people nowadays so spoiled for choice...I truly doubt any youngsters with a good life ever thought of what they wanted to be...IT'll be sumthin like "ill inherit my father's company sumday, someone will teach me the ropes and my dear father will leave me with a tidy sum to spend the rest of my life with" and the poorer ones will be going" I'll just spend the rest of my life muggin and climb as high as i can"...The problem with such thoughts? They will live to regret their choices one day...BTW i fall under the second category...YEA YEA im having my just desserts now YADA YADA...

Truly, i feel that such thinking truly stems from the pressure of the society...You must be good , You must do well...HECK that STUFF!!! People in other countries are hacking and shooting each others heads off and dismembering their victims and what are they and at what age? such a High-class society truly gets on my nerves...

Go try a schooling in Australia, enjoy the wholesome fun and truly,You'll start thinking that singaporeans trully are the typical examples of Kiasu.. and Kiasee.. Examples of crackpots?? yea, two insane peple walking around a supermarket for more than 12 hours a day and when i finish work, i see a bunch of people mumbling to themselves while walking... FYI: i checked to see if they had any earphones before i came down with the decision that they were mentally unsound.. SEE??

Such a pressuring society...they should just cut some slack and give it to everyone, have a day of fun or sumthin and relax...But of course..thats practically impossible...Time literally is money and everysecond is a dollar wasted...Thats what they say....especially those working closely wiht the stockmarket....i dunno..

Still, as i star thinking, my mind goes back to a blank again and truly...my memory is undoubtedly getting from bad to worse..But im not tellin anyone...I have now acheived the skill of being able to forget stuff within the record time of 10 seconds... HOw cool is that huh? Uncool!! I forget to turn off the heater...It gonna explode...I forget to lock the door...Gonna get burgled..I forget to keep the knife..Gonna get stabbed...I forget where i put my tools...Gonna get fired...DIE this has never i repeat NEVER happened before!!!!!! SOBS!! I dunt wanna die so young..... noo.... my brain cells are degenerating.... i dunt wanna go senile at the age of 20...nooo....!!!!!!

So ends the frustrating day of my life....I shall say no more... try again tomorrow... yup...ill find the paper on the business stuff tml...NITEZZZZZZZ....

Thought of the day: Isit really true that an emotion of extreme intensity can become that of the opposite pole?? i.e extreme happiness to sadness ( ppl win toto and laugh until die), Anger to happiness ( angry untill sieow and spend the rest of their lives laughing in the asylum)??? Think about it.....i dunno the chinese call it wu4 ji2 bi4 fan1...

2005-08-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Yo yo wassup doc? haiz same old thing... still stuck on my essays...Yes!! After so many days!!!!! .. im still doing my essays... ain't that pathetic??? well Thats all we get from school, work work and more work yup, thats all there is to it...Ok...enough complaining and it's time to get on with life

Looking at the past cases of china immigrants/visitors/PRs dying in Singapore, one kinda wonders... Why china people...thats what i wanna know. Isit cuz they are too easy to trick or simply plain bad luck...who knows.. look at the little girl who got killed, after such a long time, the police managed to crack the case cuz the murderer confessed..WTH? I mean, he can get out of singapore and off to malaysia without even a ghost knowing???? Well, that kinda sets me thinking... if that guy and travel in and out of Singapore without anyone knowing, then with the Blah Blah about jacking up security against terrorism and stuff, are we really safe??

And speaking of deaths, Yea , look at SP (Singaporeans should know whats that... i shall not mention my school) how many people died there? three so far in 1.5 years... and all that crap about "poly life is so fun!", "poly is the way to go", "poly will give you your future"...look at the JC people, are they dying?? Plain incident? who knows...

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Rumours has it that the deaths are related to the banners in school... and after checking them out, there truly is an uncanny resemblance about the deaths and the pictures on the banners. But, thats just a rumour..
Heard of the guy killed by a soccer ball that hit his heart area?? its the picture of the bleeding heart... creepy.. There are four banners and so far 3 have happened so that leaves a last one... there was a suicide attempt 2 weeks ago... fortunately or unfortunately depending on whether you are the evil kind or holy kind of person, the guy was persuaded to not jump... yea and a classmate of mine said that not being able to see the jump spoiled her appetite..she had so quickly went to buy a burger to sit and watch while having a "great" picnic..
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Well how true it is i leave to you to judge and thats all i have to share for now... next time i shall share some principles on business..for me in the future...lazy to keep the paper so i might as well keep it on the net and share at the same time with readers that come across this page =) cheerios!!

Quote Of The Day: People are like teabags, You never know how strong they can be until you put them in hot water....

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2005-07-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Wheee!!!! Finally done 3 assignments!! 3 more to go and im pretty much on time. However, i wonder if its up to standard....

I dunno why but at 11 30 pm, a sudden wave of fear swept through me, for what reason i do not know... my hands just started trembling and a feeling of intense dread coursed throough my veins.. This hasn't happened in a long while..bad feeling... bad bad... I guess im rather psychic.. but thats only a guess :P Speaking of this, let me recount what happened... a few times back...

It was a week before the O levels and i happened to have this dream on a particular test, the paper appeared green and i managed to peek at a few questions. When the O's started, the papers were in white so i kinda just forgot about the whole thing and guess what? The particular paper truly appeared in green!!! YEah!! Premoniton in dreams ROX!!!

There was this other time when I dreamed of myself in a shop buying a bag and the shop deco looked rather unique so i kinda remembered it and nothing happened for a few months, and then it happend ...... i was shopping for a new bag when i happened to visit a shop at the heeren and when i touched a particular bag... FLASHBACK...everything looked so familiar that's what they call deja vu.

Good news, the fear has passed at 11 45 but i feel kinda giidy right now over that intense emotion.. I do hope such a thing never happens again..11 52 im rather fine now.. All right now lets discuss about another topic today!! The supernatural!

How many out there believe that its real and how many do not? Yet over the centuries, we have heard of such occurrences over and over again. Cases like people who burn up suddenly from the core, poltergeist, demons, curses, spells and possessions. These were the most talked about and the interests of many people decades ago. Today, there are still people interested in such a topic but the obsession is definitely lesser than the predecessors.

Indeed pictures and videos have been spawned and drams and serials all shown on TV. Experts give their opinion and loads of mumbo jumbo about electric signals and stuff. But that is all just theory. How do we know for sure that what they said is true? If it truly is as they said, then why isit that modern technology cannot create such a sensory device to tune it against the " electric signal"?? It is true that we have seen special devices to sense such special beings, but on tv, all we ever see are the machinery go haywire when such a being is close by.. So, isit all a hoax? or isit that they have such great powers? According to some, they say such beings are formless and powerless, so is there any reason for such equipment to go haywire? If we take the assumption of the other few that they arer powerful beings, then why don't the machines just explode and that should get rid of the mean intruders once and for all..?

Speculations and probabilities are all abound but we have never experienced a definite answer and no doubt with the decreasing interests on such topics, we might never find it.

How many of your friends actually start saying " eh! did you read about the ghost in blah blah?"
Its all soccer and stuff now so... Yup i shall not go further for today.. Interested poeple can discuss it with me on email :P

Soo... thus ends the second purposeless blog.... sry for the lack of content but im truly getting sick of spending my week long holidays on nothing but essays...

Thought of the week: What is love all about? Finding someone you can live with forever or finding someone you can never live without? Think about it...I don't have the experience so i shall not comment on it.. interested people with answers can provide me with a clue to their reflections @ oldolivertwist@yahoo.com or leave a post :P

2005-07-27T02:10:00.000+08:00

Whee!!! I Finally managed to set this silly thing up... Ahh.. finally able to write again without any limit to space. This shall be my very first text on nothingness since the very fateful day i left my "dear" secondary school.

The good old days.... Writing essays, essays and more essays for literature then that now.... writing a few lines seem to short for me and i kinda drag and drag and drag on for ages like nobody's business..Enter Poly life ;( if you think secondary school was bad think again... Now it's essays, essays and more essays PLUS Assessments (Tests) Currently i have around four more to write by sunday but i completed two yesterday.HAHA Hail to the World Wide Web!! Information at a click away and its so big that even if we get lazy (copy and paste a lil here and there) Its still difficult to track the source. Probably thats also why the police are getting headaches on tracking down criminals..

Ahh.. that reminds me of piracy on the net...LeT's DIscuss about this topic for fun!!

Look at all the goodies you can download..MP3s , Latest movies, Animes the recent and fast rising popular series of cartoons from japan, comics, books and even console games. Now think of all that for free. Would you download them?

Personally and honestly who wouldn't? I'm sure with all your friends babbling on about such things and discussing "fool-proof" methods to initiate their very first step onto the pathway of piracy, you look at your pocket and im pretty sure you will start to think " Why Not?". Why Not indeed. Since it's uploaded on the net its for public usage? Because it's just a click away? Thats the mindset almost everyone is getting from school friends nowadays. What about school talks? Heck them! Would school talks give you free albums and stuff? NO! And what caused the people to start downloading? $$$. Now from dear friends of mine, and observing their expenditure on such stuff [downloaded and bought or downloaded by others] the original outnumbers the pirated by 2 to 1 but the cost of the original also outnumbers the cost or piracy by 4 to 1... look at that?

Now you and the original" say no to piracy" supporters might start to think again.. 4 pirated goods and 1 original thingy both of equal quality and both easy to obtain from friends, internet or friend's friend. Downloading personally from the net will just need time and not to forget, your internet fees so...better make good use of the net. I gather the pirates out there are doing their stuff by using the internet too. look at the amount of shops out there selling phony goods.

The police are catching the wrong People!! To remove the grass, remove the roots first that's an old saying, and the roots will be no other than those who are uploading stuff into the net for download! Then you say again but those that are downloading stuff are also letting people download from them as well.... To that, I have one thing to say, I am not the original culprit!! What about the producers of the games you ask? Well, They should be glad that we even bothered downloading their games! I mean look at the amount of time we spent to download one silly game..Afterall as the song goes " JOY TO THE WORLD" Be kind, share your work for free and bring smiles to the many faces in the world and may some kind soul who got your work for free bless you and pray you have better masterpieces ahead haha.

Alright enough of this self-denial, piracy is piracy and there is no excuse! (-_-)" tell that to the millions in the world out there and if you succeed in stopping even a quarter of them, ill take lessons from you on how to persuade a crowd. When words can't do a thing, brute force takes the lead. Don't blame the government blame the original uploader tempting you!

And therein lies my thoughts about this particular issue and i hereby rest my fingers for today.SEe There? I just type an essay on nothingness! HAHAahahand damn my fingers ain't sore yet..." i could have typed alll night" abstract from my fair lady, with a particular word edited. LOLz arighty gotta loada essays and reports to type next entry might not come cuz i might forget my username.... lolz haha chow!

PS: I am not encouraging anyone or myself to do a thing such as copy and pasting other works from people..but we do have our moments of weakness :P do it smartly and in moderation lolz...And also please support original and say no to piracy...IF YOU CAN MUAHAHAH lolz And yes, I'm a very forgetful person if you were starting to wonder...

oooo yea for anime fans out there, there's the upcoming anime called final fantasy advent children with extremely stunning effects watch out for it in singapore!! avid gamers!! i gotta feeling this will be 1 show you wont want to miss!

Thought of the day : Why isit always the good old days and not the good new days??

Think back of your childhood and what do you see? Happiness? Sadness? or a mix of a lot of mumbo jumbo? Are the days before better or worse? Thats a question only you have the answer to for it all depends on your perspective.,,You say its bad, there are worse and might be worse in your future. You say its good, you might be happier now or later. Humans, never sastisfied with what they have, good = you are easily sastified, bad= you are a person who always asks for better ...... Ponder over it and see.... i cant seem to get any definite answers..

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